This Isn't the Story I Wanted
New Book Coming September 15
NEW RELEASE SPECIAL

SEND US YOUR PURCHASE RECEIPT TO GET THESE FREE BONUSES
Permission to Grieve Meditation
and Audio Excerpt

5-Day Devotional

Printable Scripture Cards
and Printable Notecard
Downloadable Companion Journal
and Chapters 1-3

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STEP ONE: Purchase the book from your preferred retailer
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STEP TWO: Fill out the form below and upload a screenshot or photo of your receipt
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STEP THREE: Check your inbox for links to the download
LEARN MORE ABOUT EACH BONUS
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Audio Excerpt: Hear Nicole read the opening of This Isn't the Story I Wanted in her own voice—a short, intimate introduction to the book, delivered as an MP3 you can listen to on the drive, on a walk, or in bed when reading feels like too much.
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Permission to Grieve Meditation: A printable guided meditation that gives you space to name what you've lost and permission to grieve it, the kind of grief the world rarely acknowledges. Read it once for comfort or return to it whenever you need reminding that what you're carrying is real.
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5-Day Devotional: Five short daily readings drawn from the heart of the book, each pairing a scripture, a reflection, and a prayer you can actually pray. Designed to be read in five minutes or less.
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Printable Scripture Cards: A designed set of scripture cards you can print, cut, and place where you'll see them—on your mirror, in your Bible, on the fridge, tucked into your bag. Each verse was chosen to meet you in the honest middle of grief, not to rush you past it.
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Printable Notecard: A designed notecard you can print and give to a friend who is grieving a loss no one else is naming. Sometimes the most powerful gift is a few honest words from someone saying, "I am here".
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Companion Journal: A printable journal, formatted with generous space to write. Use it alongside your reading to slow down, name what you're feeling, and let the work of the book actually work.


